Creepy Eyes

Never know what to say

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I don’t normally post to this account anymore but:

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

THERE’S A BIG STARTREK CONVENTION LIKE 10 MINUTES AWAY FROM MY HOUSE THIS WEEKEND WITH A LOT OF THE BIG NAME ACTORS FROM THE SERIES. LIKE A LOT OF THEM

AND IM STUCK HERE 2 HOURS AWAY IN MY DORM

Why universe why?!!?!?

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Casual Reminder

Just a reminder to anyone following this blog that while I’m not really posting here anymore, I do still post/reblog things at creepy-eyes.tumblr.com, which is more or less an art blog at this point. Just a place where I can post either my own artwork, or art/design that I find interesting or as a source of artistic inspiration. 

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This Can’t Be Healthy

My current lifestyle can’t be healthy. Stay up all night, sleep at every opportunity during the day, and barely eat? Its been a rough few days. Also, does anyone even still read this blog? Not that I’m saying anything interesting anymore anyway. 

I feel like so much has changed. I feel like I’m not really the same person I was two or three years ago, which kind of sucks because I really liked that version of me. Not that there’s anything wrong with the current me, but I feel like people liked that version of me more. Or that the version of me was more interesting to people. I don’t know. Some of my closest friends seem to have drifted away, and I feel like I’ve gone from being the trustworthy likable almost Mr Rogers-y person I was to just being a regular person. I guess what I’m saying is I feel gray, as though I no longer have anything interesting to bring to the table.

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Surprise

I had a good time visiting my girlfriend this weekend for her surprise party that she totally knew about. I’m not looking forward to tomorrow though, when I’ll have to do a bunch of projects due monday. Oy vey, the corners I back myself into.

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Three All Nighters in a Row

This can’t be good for my health. Or my sleep schedule. What am I doing wrong that has forced me into this lifestyle so soon in the school year? Probably because I take 5 hour long naps in the middle of the day and do my laundry at 10 at night and forget about it until 6 in the morning. 

Right now, I’m listening Fjogur Piano by Sigur Ros, and something about how sleepy I am, and engaging in the age old activity of updating this tumblr, makes it sound really beautiful to me. It puts me in the mood that a lot of things aren’t ok right now, and that they might not even ever get better, but somehow none of that matters. There is still some good in this world, and we must hold on to it and never let go no matter little of it we may be able to see.

That’s how Fjogur Piano makes me feel. Nostalgic and sad and happy like I’ve lost something but that it’s ok that’s its gone even though I’ll miss it.